Forever Too Far

I can't help but be pulled into the characters and their story. It almost feels like I live next door to Rush and Blaire.
Shame, I was expecting a Grant- Harlow- Captain romance but there was none. Instead, I got a Woods (I almost forgot about him) and Della love story which resembles a lot like Rush and Blaire's.
I kept rereading the end as it really touched me. Rush made me dream again of the perfect man, a perfect relationship. When in reality, love is a twisted little bitch who screws you in the end. (Sorry. That got a little emotional in the end)
I 'm having a hard time getting over this. Sigh.